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My face says: “I’m really bitter”

I took a quiz on self-esteem in CLEO. Just like what I always think about myself. I’m a bitter person. I always feel that I’m less talented, gorgeous and attractive than I always like to be. My self-esteem is lower and seems deserted. It is true that I’m easily depressed by a bad day or insensitive comment and find hard to believe that anyone could love me or like me for myself. I always have these kinds of feeling. Insecure and tend to hold on to all the emotional baggage of past break-ups or instances where someone let me down. This week is a hectic week for me. Whatever I planned is not working out. I feel frustrated and sadness conquers me. I know that I’m not supposed to whine because there are reasons for whatever happens to us.

O Allah, please forgive me for being a whiner. You give me everything but still I don’t appreciate it. Please forgive me my Lord.

Allah knows what the best is for us. There will be a wonderful secret behind the failures and obstacles we face in our life. I keep reminding myself to stay positive and I’m thankful to Allah because He gives me friends that always accompany me through this journey of my life. Alhamdulillah. All praises to Allah.


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